Brain VS Heart

So is been awhile. 

But honestly I'm kinda afraid to fall in love again because it could be sweet at first but the hardmanship that you have to go through.

I wish I'm brave enough to bring those walls ahead.

xA 

Missing Keys

I still remember once a friend told me this and it makes me laugh.

I'm the lock and your partner is the key and therefore no one can snatch me away from my partner.

But apparently your key is missing and I'll be always lock until I found my new key master. :)

xA

Change because you are not a TREE!

If your relationship is not like the movie (happy ending), that's what it should be in this cruel reality life.

Well I guess I tasted the best in my last relationship, you are the best among all and I truly love you but still I can't stuck on that rut anymore because I accidentally felt into by mistake, I need to pick myself up and move on.

Seeing you kills me everyday but I don't think you even give a damn about it.

A relationship doesn't erase wounds - it emphasizes them. Heal from your ex love before pursuing your next love.

xA

Choosing Path

I saw a very sad real scenario.

When I was having my dinner while waiting my friend to come, I saw this very old man came in to the restaurant alone. Probably he is going to have his dinner with his partner I though so I just ignore it.

But after I finish my meal, I realize that he was eating alone and he is bloody rich because I can see that he is actually wearing a ROLEX watch.

Suddenly I feel sad because I do not like the idea of old people eating alone there, is just kinda sad. Is like once you are old, money means nothing to you anymore. All you ever wanted for that stage of life is to have someone who is there for you, care for you and hold your hands down the road.

Moreover, I do not want myself or anyone I know being like that when they are old too like being left out, spending the rest of their life alone.

Saddening... :(

xA

Love Sample

Apologies wouldn't fixed a broken heart.

So back off and leave me alone. xA

Here Comes Goodbye

I finally realize that you are the biggest mistake I made in life. I know what will I got myself into yet I'm like a moth, jumping into the fire and got burned.

Before we met each other, I already know that you are dating some other girl and I'm still so attracted to you. All my friends told me not to fall for a player but I refuse to listen, therefore after we got together I still been suffering throughout those months.

When I'm with you, I felt alone. I still remember there is this scenario that makes me damn disappointed, devastated, words that can't be explained.

You asked me to quickly packed my stuff and leave the house and on the other hand, you refuse to stay and helped me to packed. The reason of all this is that, you had a date with that M bitch! Although I know how much pain I can withstand, I still swallow all the pain alone.

Shedding my tears and leave while you are out there playing, flirting with her.

Now lesson learnt, I know that I should HATE you for all the pain that you put me through, the person I had become. You have no idea of  all of this pain but to keep saying that I'm emo emo emo. But the fact is that you are the reason for causing all of this shit!

Do you seriously think that I like to be emo? Hell to the NO!!!

Well I guess you are just a human without a soul, a human without sense to differentiate rights and wrongs because that's what you are.

SELFISHNESS!

Goodbye very soon...

xA

Universal Law

Nostalgia is the most powerful fore in the universe. When people are looking back to their past, they always imagine that it must have been better. xA