Well this is how I used to feel when I got myself into a broken heart last year. The whole fucking year!!! But I thank GOD for what it happened because it is crystal clear for me that we were never meant to be together. And this song's lyrics are really what I did and how I felt.
What doesn't kills you makes you stronger they said and yea I'm pretty much stronger now too.... :D xA
So 2013 is finally here, everyone probably has all planned out their New Year Resolution to achieve.
In 2012 I laugh, I cried turned up I turned down, I loved, I lost trust & I was betrayed & most importantly I learned.
One of my friend inspire me to have a list to achieve in 2013 so let me see what shall I begin w/ my resolution.
1. Tattoo
Would want to get at least another one or two this year, I manage to get one in 2012. So am I brave or not? Damn proud I have the courage to do it.
2. Financial
Do not want to stuck on the status quo anymore, realize my salary is way too low compare to others of my friend and I felt so pressure due to responsibility to leave my current job. The current job; I do not know where am I heading in the future. I'm just kinda tired of it as it is just a cycle of doing the same thing over and over again.
I need more money in order to feed myself and at least get myself and my family something good in the future.
3. Vacation
Hmmm... This time I would like to be a little greedy perhaps? Wanna travel to overseas, maybe at least one or two as well. Explore the world and get myself some off time from hectic work.
4. Relationship
Well 2012 is been a mess for me in term of relationship. How shall I put this? Hmmmm well here it goes.
"We met, we talked, we flirted, I fell for you, I trusted you, I take care of you, you flirted with her behind my back, you betrayed me, you ruined everything. End of story"
This year I wanna be brave enough to start everything over; fresh; new; again & again. It's only in risking getting it wrong that we get it really right. I'm gonna love hard and dedicate my heart to that special someone who really cares and love me. Even though if this heart gonna break again, I don't care because life is too short to focus on the future.
5. Friendship
This year am gonna make more new friends than 2012 because it actually will enhance my network for the future :D
6. Books
Read and Read and Read, this is the only thing that could broaden your knowledge so that when speaking to anyone you could just easily continue a conversation with them. So let's read!
7. Family
Well, am really gonna spend more quality time with them as more laughter. A house is not a home when there's no one there to hold you tight and no one there you can hold on to so cherish the people that you are closet to.
8. Exercise
Really need to start exercise and get my stamina back. Moreover, this year gonna train to have a good abs at least. Been fat lately! :(
