Chance or Choice?!

"So the egg is once again cracked again, so let's make sure we make some great omelette out of it!" 

Well everything just happened so fast, just a snap; everything just crashed and burned.

I think, I think when it's all over it just comes back in flashes you know.

I think what I am to you is not real. You told me that you loved me but you loved her more.

What I am to you, you do not need.

What I am to you is not what you mean to me.

Oh well, what the hell this is noting new just different stories and same endings again.

Just another phase of finding what I really need but still part of me still bleed.

I remember it well the first time that I saw you, your head around the door caused my mind stopped working and mesmerized by you.

I remember December and I wanna hear what you have to say about me, hear if you're gonna live without me, I wanna hear what you want...

Ironically still a little bit of your taste in your mouth,

still a little bit of your face I haven't kissed,

still a little bit of your sweet words I longed to hear,

still a little hard to say what's going on,

still a little bit of your ghost still haunting me....

Honestly I still can't take my mind off you, my mind....

Till I find somebody new and it will become a memory again.

Thank you for all the sweet times, surprises, efforts, pampers, protections, supports, shoulder to cry on.

You have been good to me and we have to go our own way now and even though it sucks but sometimes a goodbye can be a good thing wanted a chance to start again. xxA