Geeeeezzzz, i have been thinking a lot since yesterday which this thoughts are really negative and i felt like keeping myself away from the world since there is so emptyness in the inside in my soul...
Felt sorrow, hollow, frustrate about the inner side of mine which no one could really understands. This i know i push people away where they wanted to share my thoughts but am not really the person who knows to share but to carry the burden by self...
I ain't wanna live the life i used to live before because is so horrible and is like even worlds apart... So i gonna try to mixed around with different people rather then sticking around, cause i will never stick around with the same people to avoid conflict happened and avoid myself from fitting the group which i dun belong...
Sometimes i envy those people who they actually have their soul mates to have a shoulder to lean and cry on with which is really nice... :)
O well, i dun even know what i crap here and need to thanks to KELVIN who actually accompany me to talk for the rest of the early morning. Without him, i think i will be thinking other stupid thoughts already... XD
XOXO
Angie
Do I still matter?
5 years ago
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