How could this happened to me?

I know I should be moving on without holding on but it seems to be so hard and time consuming.

Don't know how long will I get over you. Maybe a month? A year? I hope time will heal my pain and yea easy for you to find someone replace me because that's what you are. A player or should I just say emotional cripple? Nuff said

I'm deeply wounded and I don't know how to pick myself up again this time... xA