Bollix

Well I guess this is not really what I want...

I have to free myself, free my mind and stay single for sometime.

I don't need any flings around me, I don't wanna send the wrong signals and signs.
Is true I'm really lonely now and that's why I'm taking advantage of people who is there for me and I don't wanna break them in the end because I'm still stuck :(

I don't think I can control myself from all this lifestyle that I'm having. I'm just not me, I'm tired of putting up this facade when deep inside I'm just as broken as those glass been shatter on the floor which never could ever been replaced.

Most of all, I need to be alone for sometime but loneliness really scares me so I'm a fucking mess up right now.

Out and over. xA